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2006-09-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

candy took ask me to update.i'm updating.i updated

2006-08-07T15:02:00.000+08:00

finally here to update.
i just wanted to tell you i'm sorry.i didn't mean to say all those to you yesterday.i don't want you to be sad and i just wanted you to be with daddy because i thought he could make you happy.you're happy with him.isn't it?i don't want to lose contact with you.why must we go to the extent of torturing eachother?not lovers,friends can?or do we just need time to calm down and not think of all this and make us forget eachother completely as lovers,and continue being friends after that?don't cry.we'll be like the past.have those memories.of being friends.go on.be with daddy.and be happy.all i ask for is your happiness.that's it.never leve me.the memories.will not be kept in my mind,but in my heart.i'm sorry

2006-07-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

You lied again,and i mean AGAIN.Ru guo ni ai guo wo,ni bu hui jiu zhe yang zhou

2006-07-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

i am super useless.can't do anything.i think i should just leave.have the feeling that you don't like me and don't want me to get close to you.don't ask me why because it's just the feeling i'm having.how i wish i could be there to concole and comfort you.but i wasn't able to.i broke down initially.i'm damn fucking useless.someone tell me how can i be useful to you!i won't know where to find you if you're missing.i'm useless.i can't cheer you up when you're in a bad mood.i'm useless.i can only see you cry and change place with jacq.i'm useless.i'm just useless.you've been treating me coldly.i didn't mind.i'm so super sorry.i'll bring you to esplanade one day.go there watch stars.i'm sorry.
if I had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
and you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young
and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now
touch me now I
don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much I love
you'll only change my hole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you
if the read a head is not so easy
our love will lead a way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now
touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
your oughta know by how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much I love
you'll only change my hole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

2006-07-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

i promise you the promises i gave you.i'm touched.

2006-07-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

when can i tell myself it's time to stop doing all this and stop contacting you?when can i let myself do all this things?when will i be able to handle things without help from others?i've read and seen.so why am i hesistating?i know nothing will change all this.yes.go ai her.if you can,don't reply all the messages i send and phone calls i called.all these won't stop until i can accept all this and move on with my life.forget you?difficult.you forgetting me will be easier.sorry for my moodswings and all.

2006-06-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

don't know how many days i haven't been online already.we got 2nd for youth cup and school starts 2 days after that.1st day of school i didn't attend and went to pork's house.suppose to meet her after that but end up didn't.tue i went to school!!i got a maths homework!going to meet them at causeway so went home bathe quickly and went out.meet xiaoyuan under her block and went to woodlands together.thinking whether to take bus or train so i called her and mummy said that they're still at jacq's house-_-"since we have so much time me and xiaoyuan went to ntuc walk 1 round then go take bus.when we reach there they at jurong east only.so i chatted with mummy and xiao yuan with jacq.when they reach we went to mos to study.moodswin!stupid me.moodswing over little things.after that went to foodcourt because we were chased out by mos staff.haha.stayed at foodcourt very long and laughed alot.keep laughing at eachother and tried to get close to mummy with xiao yuan and jacq's help.we're close but not as close as they are.lolz.after that eat and send mummy home.did something.hahaha
sorry mummy.i didn't mean to have moodswing when you're around.zhen de dui bu qi.i'll try be more initiative hao mah?but no matter what don't leave me ok?
thx friends for all the encouragement you people gave.i won't give her up.and if there's a day you chooses her,i'll leave but be there for you silently.that's a promise i will never break.
yuhao,xiaoyuan,jacq,jiaxin,xiaoqian,buizhen,pork and alot more.love you guys

2006-06-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

my mummy zhu don't know how to take care of herself!must get someone to take care of her.no la she already got someone to take care of her don't want me to take care of her liao:'(kkz la mummy must take care of yourself hao mah?your elbow,knee,ankle and fingers.you keep injuring yourself make me heart pain.lolz.take care hao mah!!zhang da liao be mummy liao leh.zhe de shi mummy ZHU

2006-06-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

this is going to be a blog of complains.haha.jasmin posted in her blog:"apart from all these, i think i have totally given up on aljunied youth team. sorry to say that but the effort that i put in is not equilivant to the amount of respect that i should get. from now on, u shall be in charge of ur own life and ur basketball path. all the best..."i thought she already given up on us.haha.she said we didn't respect her but she didn't try to gain respect from us.if you're a senior would you go scream at your juniors like they're some dogs or what.and when you leave would you want ppl to say goodbye and take care to you instead of ignoring you?when auto-focus won xuelian,she said"if af get into top4 comfirm get champion.where is alj in your heart?

2006-06-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

we won kaixuan yesterday but it wasn't a good game.alj didn't play well and was slacking?haha.i think we are just not in the mood for ball.lolz.3 things happened b4 the match.1)secret.2)xiao qian didn't bring her light top.3)april didn't bring her dark bottom.but luckily sir willing to change the jersey colour with us.coach said that sir said:we want to win you on court.not off court.for this,i respect sir.final conclusion.we played badly and yuhao and me benched and cheered happily=))

2006-06-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

i was a little confuse just now.all the messages u sent made me so happy.i mean not all but at least a majority of it.after that reached home bathed and online.read your blog,friendster.here here everywhere just like what girlfriend said.speechless.i wanted to know all this so much.regretted coming online.shouldn't have.if i don't than i won't be bothered by all this so much.all the time you said you were sad or scared of the match on friday,the first thought that comes to my mind is:is it because of her?i thought everything happening will have her included and i guess i wasn't wrong?i don't know.you seem to be hesistating so much."ni na me ai ta"listen please.but no matter what please take care.
*waiting for you.messages you sent,i hope all will be true

2006-06-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

just here for a short update because i'm gg out soon.so you did mention me in your blog.2 sentence.but it's better than nothing.i think i should think this way.but you still mentioned her more than me.so i can say she's more impt to you or smthg like that.but the way i'll think is she's your heart and i'm your shit.just go shit once and i'm gone.nu er?ha.you ever treat me as that?i don't know.bye.gg out.
i'll leave u someday.and nt contact u anymore.i think that's what you want.i know i won't bear to leave you but if it is the best way.i'll do it:'(

2006-06-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

now it's my fucking fault la.i didn't ask ber to tag your blog i didn't ask ber to say anything to you.she's just speaking up for me and she's not wrong at all.you just send me "fuck off la" like nothing.is that what you want?is that you?asking me to fuck off is definitely not something pleasant la.this is not my fault or ber's fault.it's not your fucking fault too la.i'm just so fucking stupid to let you fucking scold me fuck off la.so now you fucking want me to fuck off and you fucking don't think that you're wrong to fucking ask me to fuxk off is it?i can be so fucking nice to you and you can fucking hell scold me just so fucking easily

2006-06-08T12:30:00.000+08:00

just let you go so easily.didn't expect myself to do that but i still did it.i didn't know what i'm thinking of.i guess i just wanted to give the both of you to have a chance to be together.it's all over between us until the day you'll come look for me.i told you"i think it's better for us to be strangers..."you said it's ok.you said the status made you don't know how to care for me.is that some excuses?i don't know.i'll see for it this few days.i hope i can send you home tomorrow night after my match if you're coming down to watch.i hope i can talk face to face but i know i'll just cry in front of you.i have to keep working and keep myself busy so that i won't think of you.that's what i'm going to do.i don't care if i just tire myself and fall sick.even if i'm sick i'll still go to work.i just want you to know how i feel for you.please understand.all i ask for now is you to be happy.promise me you'll be happy with her.
i lost you just in a single message i send.itchy hand of mine.what's there to be jealous of??fuck it

2006-06-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

read blogs just now.so we've been pushing you around all this time.i didn't know she's doing this and i doubt she know i'm doing this too.great mind thinks alike.ha.i wanted you to be definite on the one you choose so much.if she can make you happier than i can,then go.i can take this.i just don't want you to hesistate among us.things you told me in msn that day.touched my heart deeply.at that moment,i just can't control my tears.i didn't expevt you to say all this.xing fu da pei bei shang,tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha.ilu*

2006-06-05T12:53:00.000+08:00

for the momenti think the words of care you showed her is like a few hundred times more than to me.have i ever neglected you the same way you're neglecting me now?can you ask me out for once.can you call me for once?can i make you happy?if not,i'll leave.i don't want to live this life seeing you and her being happy and i'm like don't know what's going on around me.i have to read blog,friendster and whatever.you said you don't know how to care for me or something like that.i rather you just say that you're not going to care for me anymore then i won't be so silly waiting for you to care,to love,to call,to message or even ask me out.yuhao asked me to ask you for an answer.i asked.but i feared the answer.i really feel like holding your hand again like how i did in the past.the times we had again.repeating it once is already enough for me.i don't know what you're thinking of.who's that person in your heart?

wo de shen ying zai xiao,lei zai diao,dian hua na tou de ni ke zhi dao.shi jie luo shi na me xiao wei he wo de zhen xin ni ting bu dao?

neng bu neng gou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni?wo hui zi xi de ling ting,ni duio wo shuo de yi yan yi yu.wo hui xue hui qu kong zhi pi qi bu rang ni shang xin,dui ni hao hao de qu zhen xi.qing ni xiang xin wo de xin hai shi ai ni.wo xiang zai cong lai yi ci,hui dao guo qu mi bu ni de shang..wei he zong dao shi qu cai dong de nan guo?dang ni zai wo shen bian de shi hou zong shi wei wo mo mo de shou hou,dou shi wei WO DE CUO

ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo,ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou.wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo,qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo.jiu suan shi wo bu dong,neng bu neng yuan liang wo?qing bu yao ba fen shou adng zuo ni de qing qiu.wo zhi dao jian chi yao zhou shi ni shou shang de jie kou.qing ni hui tou,wo hui pei ni yi zhi zhou dao zui hou,jiu suan mei you jie guo,wo ye neng gou cheng shou.

wo yi zhi zai si kao,rang ni liao jie wo de hao.que wang le chang chang dui ni wei xiao.shi qu de,wang ji de,wo hui jin li qi mi bu.NI SHI WO ZUI ZHEN GUI DE CAI FU

ye shen le wo hai bu xiang shui,wo hai zai xiang zhe ni.wo zhe yang chi qing lei bu lei?ming zhi dao ni bu hui hui lai an wei.zhi bu guo xiang hao hao ai yi ge ren.ke xi ni wu fa gei wo man fen.duo yu de xi shen ni ye bu dong xin teng.wo ying gai bu hui zhi xiang zuo ge hao ren.jiu zhe yang wang le ba.gai fang jiu fang.zai xiang ye mei you yong,sha sha deng dai,ni ye bu hui hui tou.WO BU XIANG YE BU YAO FANG!!QING NI YE BU YAO FANG KAI WO.QING NI JING JING WO ZHU WO DE SHOU.QING NI BAO HU WO DE XIN!

shall stop blogging all this stupid things.was on phone with someone.she told me fion ask you if you still like me.you said no.ok.so i've seriously been a fool for don't know how long.i'll wait for you to tell me.just tell me if you still like me anot.if you don't like me then don't lead me on.don't call me dear anymore if you don't tell me.just read this fucking post and message me.or you can go up date your blog.don't fool me anymore.
for the moment,i teared again:'(.wondering when my tears will go dry,and stop tearing for you.

2006-06-04T14:37:00.000+08:00

it's my fucking fault again.so i guess you don't want me to call you anymore?tell me how you're feeling now please.i feel like it's just one-sided love.you don't care about my burns,cuts and anything,everything.it's just like i'm caring for you,you're ignoring me.should i say this?maybe not ignore.but just,don't bother?aiya i don't know la.guess wh i've been working this few day?because i don't want to think of you and make myself unhappy.so all i can do is just keep working and keep my mind occupied.show me more care,concern and LOVE please.that's all i need.your heart.

i'm so happy my chest area and chin got burn by the hot oil.at least it's not that pain compared to my heart.do you know how pain it is to get burn by oil?hot oil.temperature=360

2006-05-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

think i already lost half the battle before it even start.you know i wouldn't fight for people i like with my friends.you know i'll give up.but this is like the first time i felt i wanted you by my side so much.can you feel the pain i'm feeling in my heart?the sourness?i really doubt your feelings for me.is it like a good friend?or what?i really want to know.i don't want you to leave.now then i realise.you can call her and chat with her.till 3?am or pm i don't know.but if it's am then i'll clap.2 years knowing you you only chatted with me until 1+?i don't know.is it right for me to stay with you acting like a stupid wall in betwwen the both of you?will you ever say the 3/4 words to me again?can you ease my mind/heart in any other way?can you just say to me once even if it's a lie?just to cheer me up?i can't stop my mind from thinking of you.the first time i feel i love someone so much.haven't been going out with you for like don't know how many weeks.you don't even call me.pork zhen,hao and val asking me not to give up.fight for you.but i think you get along with her better.is it?guess it's difficult to ask for a message from you a day.it's not like the past.evrything changed.just tell me who you'll choose.pray that no more tears will roll down my cheek because of you.i can't control.help me.wanysys,xxw

2006-05-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

i guess something is going terribly wrong between us and i've never noticed it until just now.i went to read your blog.wasn't very happy about it.after that was told to read your friendster not forgetting hers.i was feeling so bad.sad and disappointed.i guess it's really ending like what you said.or maybe it has already ended without me knowing.or maybe you're just trying to two-time.i don't know.maybe you say you'll reject him not because there's a me in your heart,instead it's because of a her in your heart?i never know.you never fail to keep every single of your feelings to yourself.i don't even know if there's a space in your heart left for me.i guess no.but what can i do?simply nothing.the words that you once said to me.you might already be saying that to her.you said you love watching me play ball.maybe it's her.that's why you'll be going for every single aljunied's match right?you're not making things better by keeping it to yourself.you're just making zhen and me feel sad,angry and disappointed.i've never felt this way in my 16 years in this world.i guess there isn't a need to write in the foolscap anymore.was wondering if i should tear it out.you're treating me super coldly nowadays.people advised me,asked me not to give up on you unless you say there isn't a me in your heart anymore.i'm treating you nicely now.maybe it's too late.haven't really been treating you nicely.maybe you're just tired.so tired of me that you're changing someone.i don't know the reason.just because you want to feel loved?and i'm not making you feel loved?i can tell you this.i don't know how to express my love for you.don't know how to care for you.but deep down in my heart.i'm doing that and it'll never stop.what about you?i feel like a fucking fool after reading all the conversation between you and her.not all but all that i can read.my name no longer appear as a u in your blog.it appeared as april.and i feel the change.you don't spend time writing things about me and you anymore.i don't mind.maybe there's just nothing to write about.have you been treating me like and idiot who can shower you love and concern whenever you need them?or maybe i should say are you instead of have you been.i really don't know what i can say to you now.maybe you feel nothing after reading all this.but if you do,i'll be glad.that shows that i'm still someone you remember.maybe not the one you love anymore.being someone you hate is alright.at least some where in your heart,there's an enemy like me.a fool like me.be happy.i don't ask for anything else other than you being happy.am i willing to be the fool i've been all along?someone help me please!i haven't been dropping tears for you.now,it's different.guess you're the only one who can make me drop my tears like nobody's business.i don't know if i should end it.you decide.i'm not going to put small font anymore.ilu*

2006-05-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

i dunno what's going wrong between us but i just dun feel right.i feel that we're drifting apart.so much that u dun even bother to msg me at all?and i dun msg u at all?is this a gd or a bad sign 4 us?i dunno if remaining like this is right.i have so much to say.so much unhappiness but i just cant bring myself to say to you.i thought for quite sometime ytd.ok we argued.suppose to go out but end up dint.i was like super angry and my mood changed totally..from a happy smiling face to a "uh.just smile cuz i shouldn't be unhappy" face.thus,i smiled unwillingly.all these are nt important.i just let my mind think and think when i'm in the bus gg to jp.i was thinking.should i mention 'it' to u?izzit right and fair to u?alethia and i remained quiet in the bus all the while.i was thinking.should i send "i don't think this is fair to you cause i'm assuming whatever i'm thinking now and dint ask u abt anything.i dun have a gd temper and i'm just nt nice and fit to be with u.i think,we should just live our own life"i thought of sending this to u.but i dint.i hesitated so long and just cant enjoy my time in jp.i was hoping that i can see u there cause i simply miss u so damn badly and haven seen u for dunno how many days.but i thought agn.so what if i see you now?what can i say?i think nth.i just want to see u and noe that u're safe.i doubt we can be as close as b4.i think i'm beginning to dunno u more and more..what're u thinking of?i don't know.i know u wouldn't feel nice if u're reading this now.but just dun feel sad or cry..i'm sure yr feeling 4 me will drop.cuz i'm feeling the same way.i've said b4 things i'm nt happy abt.u said u will change.i dint wan u to change..nw u changed.but nt to my favour.it's the other way round.i'll just let things be the way it is now.cause i think u cant be bothered with me.that's all i have to say now.will update when more things happen be it gd or bad=)/=(

2006-05-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

izzit my fault to think the way i am thinking now?izzit my fault?i noe u dun wan me to sae u and any1 else..i promised u i wun but i did..my fault..u noe what i'm saying and what i'm thinking is different..u cried on bus..i dint noe..u choose to tell buizhen..nt me..there's alot in my heart i wan to sae to u..but i dunno how and when..i dun seem to make u happy at all..i noe u wun like her..wo zhen de zhi dao..and u noe what will happen if she likes u..buizhen noe it too..i noe i'm useless..dun seem to do anything rite..cant cheer u up..dun feel like i mean anything to u..u dint change..i changed..guess it's a better thing 4 u to listen..we gossiped if u think we did..i think we dint gossip..we juz sae out how we feel..i noe u're unheppy..ask u what happen..u dun wan tell me..fine..u rather tell others..argh suan le la..if i continue blogging there'll be nth 4 me to talk to u anymore..it's ending,it's fading..
ilu*

2006-05-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

i like what yaqi wrote in her blog:

loseing doesnt mean tt we're loser..

it jus means tt we have got more to learn in furture..

there is no forever champion..

jus like you need a break.

but forever..

in our heart..

aljunied is our champion..

agreement:

be it 5 or 10 years down the road..

playing the same basketball for

the same team we loved..

with the spirit we hold..

we'll fulfill wad we promised..

[wo men kan dao le shi nian hou de wo men=)]

2006-05-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

hey hey i'm here to blog again and it's like i juz blogged nt long ago..2days??nt v.sure..anw got nth much to blog abt..so i'll talk abt work ytd..i dint noe i'm working with my ex classmate(poh geok) de bro in carls jr..haha..shock to noe it la..they dun look alike..ytd work double pay..haha..super happy la..i dint noe got double pay until lai huat and pork told me..so dumb..but nvm la..times flies..lolz..o's coming..~study study~wonder when will i be able to really settle down to study..doubt it will ever happen..retain retain..haha..youth cup coming..looking forward to it..till now still no trg..but got trg on 14th may sun at 4.30..haha..dun think i'm gg cuz my exams till 16th may..should i go??tell me tell me..ok la..alj jiayou for youth cup..XINGXIN!!
..ti leef i..noos gnidne s'ti*derit..teem nud uij naw nud fi..naw u fi em ksa..em teem ot u ksa em llac ot u ksa ot naw nud i?u teem ot em ksa reve u lliw nhew dna..os od ot u gniksa em tuohtiw em llac reve u lliw nehw..ti fo derit dna..ti ot esu gnitteg m'i
together or not together?which should i choose?someone pls tell me

2006-05-05T13:55:00.000+08:00

my blog is not rotting..i'm here to save it..~sing song~the powerpuff girls trying to save the blog(saved)..ok i'm being lame..nth much to update..exams are here..youth cup coming..coach says i muz pass my exams or she will let me cha the ban..ytd she called me..she so funny la..our conversation:c=coach,m=me
c:harlow
m:harlow
c:ni zhu a li?
m:yishun central
c:oooh..wo you ni de zhao pian liao..wo yi jing you shi ge ren de liao..zhi cha xiao yuan he xiao hui de..
m:orh
c:ni ming tian ji dian fang xue?fang le qu na li?
m:12.45..eh..ying gai shi hui jia ba..
c:(laughs)lai bas ke yi mah?
m:har!!
c:sbc sbc..mei you la..bu yong te di xia lai..jia li you mei you scanner?
m:eh..mei you..y leh?
c:orh..yao jiao ni scan xiao yuan de zhao pian ran hou send gei wo mah..
m:orh..bu dong leh
c:bu yong jing..wo submit 10 ge ren de xian
m:orh
c:wei she me na me late hai mei you hui jia?
m:har..wo pei popo qu kan yi shen
c:(laughs)ni you na me guai de meh?
m:wo ben lai jiu hen guai de.ni bu dong er yi
c:bu yao pian ren la(laughs)wo gao shu ni ah..kao shi gen wo kao hao hao ah..kao bu hao fang ni ba ban nong shao..qu cha ban cha dao liang liang ah
m:har..wo kai shi pass liao..wo pass a-maths leh..li hai hor?
c:(laughs again)kai shi!!hai gan jiang har
m:har..hao guo mei you mah
c:hao la..ni jing kuai ba zhao pian send wo hai shi na gei wo lor..
m:orh
c:ok lor..kao hao lai ah..babye
m:orh..babye

end of conversation..she so funny rite?ok la..my blog alive liao..dun blog liao..haha..aljunied jia you in youth cup..=)study hard!!

2006-02-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

lucky us got into nationals with the help of anderson..we lost anderson by 5,won ytss by 3,won ai by 25..common tests nxt..it's not a miracle if i'll pass..but it's a miracle dat i bring the things needed for maths test..i hope there's no1 among us who will bao toe things we do,we say or what..just keep all the things we say to ourselves and nothing will happen u uds?arghh!!!no time 2 blog le..have to go out now..
i'm getting use to life without u.dun make me feel like i'm nth to u and u're nth 2 me..i dun like the way we are now

fucking joseph

2006-01-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

i so long nv update my blog le wor..think oso no1 will come see liao..haha..hmmz..2dae super dulan dat stupid joseph..tmd give me demerit cuz he said i lied?fcuk la..what did i lie abt?cuz i dint stand when he said those hu nv do ws1 stand up but i dint stand and dint do?some more not oni me lor..den after cp he ask me follow him go staff room..go jiu go lor..den outside staff room hor..tmd..
joseph:y did u lie?
me:what did i do?
j:dat time when i sae nv do stand up y nv stand?
me:oni me izzit?so many ppl nv stand u oni sae me har?
j:i'm talking abt u now
me:ya ya..den what am i suppose to do?
j:(give me demerit form)sign
me:(signed)
j:what did u sign?
me:my signature la den what?u dunno how to read what the paper write ah?pupil's signature hor
j:it's not 4 u to sign yr signature..it's an important document blah blah blah..
me:den what?sign document ah?
j:ya..
me:(wrote document)
j:fill in yr name etc
me:(filled)
j:write what u did
me:write whr?u cant find an offence i commit den ask me write dat i lie ah?
j:at the remarks there
me:dat is for u to write la..not me la..1st time use demerit form ah?
j:juz write..
after writing whatever shit he said...
j:ok..u can go back to class now
den i stand up throw his bloody pen and walk away..den he turn ard and zhuang me..
me:tmd u dunno how to apologize after knocking into me ah?
j:(stares at me)
me:fuck u la..what kind of teacher is dis
end of story..lolz..tmd..i super pek chek la..

Reach by s club 7

2005-11-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

When the world, leaves you felling blue You can count on me, I will be there for you When it seems, all you hopes and dreams Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you We've got to all stick together Good friends, there for each other Never ever forget that I've got you and you've got me, so Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true There's a place waiting just for you Is a special place where your dreams all come true Fly away swim, the ocean sea Drive that open road, leave the past behind you Don't stop gotta keep moving Your hopes have gotta keep building Never ever forget that I've got you and you've got me, so Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true Don't believe in all that you've been told The sky's the limit you can reach your goal No-one knows just what the future holds There ain't nothing you can't be There's a whole world at your feet I said reach Climb every mountain (reach) Reach for the moon (reach) Follow that rainbow And your dreams will all come true Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you That's when your dreams will all come true Reach for the stars Climb every mountain higher (fade to finish)

2005-09-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

friendly today..we got thrashed by jurong..whaha..who cares..all of us like no mood to be serious..all like joking ard in the court..ok..even if we're serious we would still lose..hv stopped sch trg since the last b'div match..whaha..it's like so damn long ago ok..li sian and i planning 2 giao ppl on court..haha..so bad..hmmz..but dat person deserve 2 be giao..in the end we dint la..see..we got sportsmanship..whahaha..hmmz..i hitted some of them..lolz..and all of my team mates got hit by them!!wow..so cool..yay!!haha..ok wadeva..we lost la..hmmz..we hen bu de the match faster end..lolz..so we juz luan luan play..dey are aggresive..serious..nv try..cuz u might end up in hospital..haha..ok la..puppy made me fall..and i injured my ankle..i got sub out after dat..den went in shortly..lolz..6 quarters of 10 mins wif juz 7 players??and jurong hv like..15??or more..lolz..nvm..who cares..miss tay is great..told us 2 play fairly..and not chu xiao dong zhuo like some of them in jurong did..hmmz..after dat jiu go khatib mac den go np den eat den play den walk walk den go home..lolz..all wif jas,wei tang and ber..reach hm..ok..wtf la..i'm dumb i'm stupid and i cant study..dat's me april yip..no point forcing me 2 study and i'm not some genius who can get all a1 like those ppl who got the marks in my report book..i'm dumb..dat's it..fullstop..no matter how u force me 2 study i will still not get wat u expect..yr expectations are high..pls..i'm not in a child care centre where u hv 2 control every single movement i do..pls la..i'm big enuff..give me some freedom la..u dunno my limit and u're trying 2 stress me out..when will u ever think 4 me..how much can u push me??i'm really tired..cant u let me rest..wtf..u seriouly dun hv 2 force me 2 study cuz i still will fail my poa..my comb sci..my add maths..fuck off la..

2005-09-06T11:49:00.000+08:00

ytd went 2 play bball at yuhua..i got scratch-ed..fuck..haha..den katek injured her hand..lolz..so funny..den she like high tide liddat..her action damn funny sia..whaha..i laugh like siao..but it's very bad la..cuz very pain de..haha..den i'm suppose 2 buy her tape..wat the hell..haha..oso dunno how much..nvm..she my lover so buy 4 her..lolz..b4 dat was quite fun la..i'm laughing like mad..cuz i reading the malay newspaper mah..den she wan take back den i holding..den she pull..haha..den the quality like so lousy..jit tao tear..haha..den i laugh like wat liddat..haha..she's quite nice 2 disturb la..but keep scolding ppl idiot la..i hate her la..whaha..scold me in her personal msg..make me sad..wan cry liao..sob sob..ok..ber's at my hse now using the better com and i'm using the lag 1..and lousy 1..haha..no sound..lolz..

2005-08-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

i got banned frm using the com and i can oni use it on fri and sat..haha..2dae is wed and i'm using it..wadeva..my bro wun noe anyway..hmmz..had celebrations 2dae..called jas ong during big walk..talk 2 jas toh..she's gg town..i'm gg da qiu..i dint jio her..and she dint jio me too..well..it's my fault 4 not jio-ing u 2 go da qiu..my fault..i dint ask u because u noe y..and jas ong alr tell me she's gg town wif u..so wat's the point of jio-ing u..i'm disappointed in u..u let me down a few times..i said nth..juz feel sad..and u noe i'm sad cuz of those wadeva things..u continued..i dint give up on u..i continue 2 be there 4 u whenever u need me..when u need some1 2 talk 2..i'll be there..2 listen..2 advice..and when u're ok..i'm there oso..2 be a substituition..2 wait 4 u to come and talk 2 me..wait 4 yr call dumb-ly when i noe u wun call..i'm still there no matter wat happens..u said no1 can replace wei tang and my position in yr heart..is dat true??or are u lying??2 make us happy..at least 4 a moment??am i really a fren 2 u??or some idiots dat u can turn 2 when u hv nobody??tell me the truth..let me noe..dun ever lie 2 me cuz u nv noe how disappointed i can be..and sad..u're a fren whom i really cherish and trust..i trust u..wat abt u??i cherish u..do u cherish me the same??i guess not..i juz wan 2 tell u..no matter wat or who i am 2 u..u're still the best-est fren i've ever had..u'll still be my fren no matter wat happens..the fren i knew..

2005-08-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok..i'm so damn happy now..i got his email and i'm waiting 4 him 2 come online..haha..so happy..finally got his email..happy!!lolz..dint really see his face but i noe he plays bball damn shuai..run so fast..den not very big size oso..haha..i'm totally mad!!lolz..he's younger den me!!y???argh..dat's the part i'm sad la..but i'm happy 4 the rest..haha..can't be bothered 2 think of any other things now..haha..the way he played finals ytd still flashed thru my mind..agn and agn..haha..i'm mad!!mad!!hope 2 be frenz wif him..and hv the chance 2 play bball wif him 2gether..haha..will be so happy..

2005-08-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

pon sch 2dae 2 watch anderson play in the nationals finals..dey played well though dey lose..jiaxin injured her leg at dunno which quarter..but i muz agree dat rgs is strong..the starting points was 9-0..rgs leading..xiao qian got a 3 point shot in and dat was so cool..dat shot got anderson's moral back and dey started playing well..dey got a lead of 11-12 at the 1st quarter..anderson is strong la..haha..at the 3rd quarter i think..anderson started 2 give up???u can see dat dey played without any fighting spirit..in think it's the cause of their coach ba..lolz..hmmz..dey let rgs hv a hard time winning them and dat was great..dis is the 1st time in my secondary sch life dat a nz sch got into the finals..dey rox!!and dey are the national champion in my heart..after dat..boys match..quite exciting and i was mad over dat cchs main no.6..he played so shuai lor..haha..i was like cheering 4 every ball he got in..haha..he wasn't dat bad looking oso la..so he's a damn cool person..haha..shuai!!dey won ri 67-64..cool!!the girls mvp was rgs 7 and the boys is cchs main no.6..shuai!!haha..ri no. 7 looks so cute..haha..small small size de..den got jiu wo..haha..cute man!!haha..i totally xin shang jx and xq playing method..dey are my new ou xiang..haha..xq played a bit like jas..

I promise

2005-08-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Because you live

2005-08-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

2005-08-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

wow!!dis is the 3rd post 4 the day..such a miracle rite??haha..something interesting happened juz now..lolz..my cousin zai me on the bike..and a maroon colour van crashed into hse..it's like..we were chiong-ing across the road la..cuz the green man is flashing..den dis van juz turn without looking at us..nvm..haha..we juz crashed into the side of the van(how lucky)den we flew off the bike and land in the middle of the road..the impact was quite big la..i banged my head,back,hand on the side of the van..my cousin banged his ankle..den we fall..and my leg po pi..abit oni la..haha..we juz stand up and wait 4 a while..den walk 2 the side..the driver came out 2 ask if we were alright..of cuz we said we did la..den he say he give us his contact no. and sae dat he will pay 4 our medical fee..we said it's ok..and he juz apologize and left..haha..dis happened outside esso..lolz..kong bu..whaha..dat's all ba

2005-08-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

dis is the cutest kid in cambodia..haha..he is 6 years old but he's size is like 3,4 years old in s'pore..haha..i'm lazy 2 update abt cambodia cuz i would hv alot 2 sae..haha..ok..mrs lee ate damn alot and manmy of us really hate her alot..haha..think i dun update le ba..haha

2005-08-21T13:17:00.000+08:00

yoz..i'm updating because dat stupid chicken belinda teh huang ling asked me to after reading some romantic blogs ytd..whaha..den ber keep saying..i oso wan i oso wan..so she asked me 2 update 1 4 her..ok..the pictures is our jie hun zhao..whaha..in the cartoon version..ok..ber..seeing u cry makes my heart break(although i nv see b4)..whaha..i'm so xing fu wif u by side..dat time go watch charlie and the chocolate factory..so scary..den becuz u beside me..make mi so brave..haha..and i enjoyed the show alot although it's very scary..thx ber..i will be wif u 4eva too..ber..i dun wish u 2 be like dis..i hope u are ok..[[dis is absolutely not true and it's juz a post 4 fun]]
I MISS JACQUELINE TAN QING WA

2005-08-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

alright..it wasn't a fine day 2dae..alot of things happen..hmmz..in the morning..bro woke me up..la lianga while..den prepare my things jiu go out meet tang le..i was late la..lolz..ok la..skip dis part..nth much 2 sae..hmmz..went 4 trg..we're early..it's a miracle ah..cuz normally we wud be late..sat at the void deck..chatted 4 a while and hui mei came..she dint sit wif us..a bit away frm us..den we continue chatting but it's kind of lame la..haha..cuz we dun dare 2 sae anything..a while more genn came,den ruth..and more joined..xiao qian lost her fone at dunno whr..and coach helped her contact the cab company..such a gd coach we hv in alj..trg wasn't very tough..more of jiao bu and shooting..but it's still tired la..especially the momentem(i dunno how 2 spell) part..after trg went 2 sk..eat..den jx was like a hungry ghost dat juz came out in the 7th month..lolz..jkjk.hmmz..she's so hungry la..after eating 2 burgers she still go buy herbal egg..den so sia sway..lolz..after dat went 2 skcc 2 play bball..wasn't very happy there..i'm still alright la..but wei tang is more jia lat..lolz..once we reach skcc..we put down our bags den we went up 2 the 5th storey..we can still see the bball court..it's a nice place..den wei tang and i shu ku 2 eachother..but it's the same ku la..den we asked jx 2 join us..she asked me how 2 go up..i told her stairs..and she dun dar 2 limb..haha..so i went down 2 bring her up..i'm playing wif the stupid chair..den dunno wat happen den i stand on the chair..den i move move and i almost fall..not fall 2 the ground of the 5th storey..but 2 the bball court at the 4th storey..nvm..i dint fall..cuz i jump down frm the chair..xiao qian was at the 4th storey and she told me she's abt 2 stand up 2 catch me when i fall..so dat i wun be injured so much..so sweet and nice fren i hv..cool!!thx xiao qian..after a while i went 2 the toilet..when i came out jx and wei tang go bball court le..so i sat there alone..hmmz..wt join me a while later..we was chatting agn..abt the same thing..we're so disappointed..1 day..juz 1 day..can change the importance of our presence 2 u..cherish is juz a word until it's done..in action..it doesn't seem 2 us dat u're cherishing us more than b4..cuz it's still the same..haiz..wadeva..saw u sitting alone at the dunno wat place of the court..went 2 accompany u..u injured yr hand..take care..u couldn't tie yr shoelace..so i helped u..u went 2 play bball after a while..i'm left there alone..sitting and enjoying the breeze..thinking abt wat happen at the same time..hao saw me..she came and accompany me..she's so gd..she asked politely..am i disturbing u frm thinking abt yr things..of cuz hao wasn't..so she sat wif me..once she came there's no more breeze le..all her fault..haha..but nvm la..at least she's there 2 accompany me..i found out dat wt had dissapear..so i ask ard..no1 noe whr she goes..den i ask hao 2 look 4 her..haha..she says dat i'm a gd fren..so concern abt wt..lolz..i'm gd u see..haha..bhb..i dunno whr wei tang was la..den i went back 2 sit there..den after jas finish playing,she came 2 look 4 me..talk 2 me..i dunno how 2 say out how i'm feeling..i dun hv the courage 2 tell u how we feel..wei tang msg me in the middle of our conversation..she wanted 2 go hm and i noe she's sad..pulled her 2 a corner..and tok 2 her..ask her 2 wait 4 me..den i go take my bag..qx asked me 2 wait 4 her..so i wait 4 her..den go down 2gether..hmmz..waited 4 jas dey all downstairs.i accompanied wt..we stand outside starbucks..waiting 4 lisian 2 join us but she dint..we juz stand there..den jas ask if she could come over..i told her yes..and she came..wt walked away..noe she's feeling really down..i pushed jas 2 tok 2 her..she cried agn..she refused 2 tok 2 jas..i think jas is quite sad oso..the way wt react..omg..i dunno how 2 sae..but i'm shock..went wif wt 2 the inter..called lisian..and she finally came 2 look 4 us..den qx joined..den went 2 925 eat..den send lisian 2 inter,qx 2 mrt stn,wei tang hm..den went hm alone..dat's al ba..actually there's more la..but i'm lazy 2 type le..it's a long post..haha..long time since i last posted like dis..i mean the amt of words..

DiSaPPoiNTeD iS wAt i'M fEELinG 2WaRDs yOu nOw..

2005-07-26T16:51:00.000+08:00

whahaha..sch today..as boring as b4..no change..haha..hmmz..was raining in the morning ah..suppose 2 wake up at 6 de..but den hor..some1 morning msg me at 6.20..which is suppose 2 be a morning call at 6..haha..end up my mum fetch me 2 sch..after lessons went 2 northpoint 2 eat..ate delifrance..was so funny la..all of us were laming and laughing like siao..den halfway sae yueli and marcus..i'm not sure abt the spelling but shud be right la..whaha..all of us chiong up 2 them..really is chiong..haha..ask them come yishun 4 wat..den dey sae meeting some1..den all of us de reaction is..meet her*..ooooooohhhhhhhh..we see..whahaha..lame..kkz la..den we like spy liddat keep gen zhong-ing them..den lisian wanted 2 call some1 2 ask 4 marcus's fone no. cuz she wanted 2 ask marcus something..end up dat some1 nv pick up the fone so i called qx..den we jiu o walk walk..we go mini toons..haha..joanne..lolz..she so funny la..we were suppose 2 look 4 b'dae presents 4 jx,cecilia and gerlyn..but gerlyn is there so it's difficult 4 us 2 see la..den joanne saw 1 pooh..haha..she pointed at it 4 a very long time and when she turn ard 2 tok 2 us..haha..all of us walk away liao..haha..cuz yueli dey all outside mah..haha..den i think joanne sian half..den when she tell me wat happen den i laugh like siao ah..haha..she sae till so funny lor..den i told sian,tang and gerlyn..all laugh like siao liddat..haha..kkz la..den after dat we went down..stand outside the contact lens there..den i wanted 2 sae let's go royal sporting hse 2 look 4 joanne..den i turn ard and say..qu royal....couldn't continue anymore..haha..cuz we saw some1 mah..haha..den weitang oso noe y i dint continue saying..cuz we saw some1..whaha..kkz la..shall end here le..but i wun 4get 2 type..
I MISS TAN JIELING JACQUELINE..haha..hope 2 see u soon

2005-07-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

hmmz..ytd was a damn tired day 4 e..went 2 work and it's so tiring ah..wasn't like the entertainment thing at all..so much tougher..haha..and i broke a spoon..anyway it's ok de..haha..2dae woke up late ah..so meet lisian..we were late 4 sch..so decided 2 hv breakfast b4 entering sch 4 lessons..ate delifrance and we took bus 2 sch..purposely take 1 round..reach sch le go office take late slip..den katijah kbkb..nvm..vp go help lisian cut hair..but like no difference..so oso nvm..hmmz..we were suppose 2 leave class at 1.05..meaning no assembly..haha..~whoo..yay!!went 2 chung cheng high(yishun)..did the bball thing..there was some disagreement b4 the test started..but nvm la..end up oso nth..den after the test i waited 4 ms tay 2 zai me 2 sch..haha..den ms tay asked dunno wat wat wat ah..den dunno hu hu hu ah..aiya..type out the conversation..
T:wat happen 2 u and the others ah?
B:har?nth mah
T:u dun tell me anything how i noe wat happen?u all chao jia ah?
B:mei you la..wo men mei you chao jia
T:den?aiya..i noe all of u hv attitude problem de la..
B:wo mei you attitude problem..wo you wo de attitude..ke shi yao kan dui fang zen yang er yi mah..

still got ah..but i 4get le..dis is the main part..lolz..

ok..it's something liddat la..might hv some mistake or wadeva ah..haha..i listen liao jiu..ooh..ok..so is liddat har?our fault now..haha..anyway hu cares..we are not the 1s hu doesn't wan 2 be frenz..is some1 shu yuan us..aiya..hu cares..haha..2dae's nicholas b'dae..haha..cecilia's,gerlyn and jia xin's b'dae coming soon..haha..already got an idea wat 2 buy 4 them..oh ya..anderson won nan chiau 2dae..finals on wed..and vs mayflower..nice..nan chiau jia you..get 3rd..and jia you..get champ..dat's all ba..

2005-07-24T11:31:00.000+08:00

ok..dis post is specially 4 teh huang ling belinda..lolz..haha..i'm using normal fonts cuz wei tang dat pa jiao coconut sae she cant read wat i'm typing cuz it's too small!!haha..ok..enuff of wei tang..let's tok abt ber..she's a real pig man..oh..i mean chicken..i finally uds y she always slp..well,i cant blame her la..u see..she's a chicken and she needs 2 wake up early in the morning everyday 2 jiao..po po pok pok po~~haha..dat's y she needs lots of slp in the afternoon..so dun disturb ok..haha

2005-07-23T11:00:00.000+08:00

here 2 update le..haha..1st time so zhi dong ah..lolz..ytd..i was so xing fen la..cuz in the afternoon got frenly mah..against jurong some more..my own frenz ah..haha..in class i was so hyper..lolz..but was damn dulan wif yuhan la..he's so fuck up..ah gua..after chi lesson went 2 np 2 eat..den went back 2 sch..changed and went 2 court..jurong ppl reach le..b4 us..and we got scolded cuz dey reach earlier den us..den started doing warm-ups..den sec1s played 1st..i was the ref..haha..quite a no. of fouls ah..but i dint blow..was trying 2 be fair la..den jurong got 1 sec 1..seh ball at me..wtf..sec 1 oni la..den nbss won jss 21-14..wat the hell..the score so low..after 4 quarters of 12 min..haha..den we played..6 players against their dunno how many players..10..lolz..haha..we lost by 10 la..but nvm..we gained experience and trained our stamina..haha..i was damn dulan..real dulan wif dunno hu la..haha..it's not like i dunno or wat la..juz dint wan 2 sae out..lolz..so gd rite?ok la..was like oei-ing throughout the whole game cuz it's like playing a foul-ess match..fuck up..after a while it started 2 be ok..there's foul..jasmine got 2 fast break and it dint went in cuz i shouted her name..haha..so fun!!lolz..i shouted minghee once too..the ball dint go in..haha..i keep falling down..and dat wee rong..she fast break den i run past her..den she bang me and i fall..my knee cap hit the wheel of the rim..pain ah!!!i think jurong beat is chai luan le ba..she's great la..fair too..got sportsmanship..a few fouls the ref dint blow but she shouted foul..ok..she's gd..haha..after the match we kena scolding cuz we oni had 6 players..and our stamina wasn't gd enuff 2 play wif them..haha..lolz..den abt wat trg all dat..den nxt year wan b girls anot..alot ah..haha..den went 2concourse..after se..debrief dat dismiss..den sir wanted 2 tok 2 ask..so we went back..after dat we go change jiu go eat le..den i asked some1 if wan meet anot..she sae wan so kaile and i go back np..den lisian hv 2 go hm alone cuz she's tired and she injured her leg..lisian take care ok?haha..end up the some1 bomb-ed me..haha..kkz la..i end here le..

2005-07-21T17:23:00.000+08:00

*~Frustrated cuz I can't tell if it's real. Mad cuz I don't know how you feel. Upset cuz we can't make it right. Sad cuz I need you day & night. Angry cuz you won't take my hand. Aggravated cuz you don't understand. Disappointed cuz we can't be 2gether. But I still love you now and forever.~*

*~Did you ever love someone and know they didn't care, did you ever feel like crying but knew it would get you nowhere, did you ever close your eyes and say a little prayer, did you ever look into their heart, and wish you were there?~*

*~You hug him good-bye like it's nothing...while all you want to do is hold on forever. But you let go, smile and walk away...then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same. Because try as you might you can't make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free. And letting go, is when love hurts the most of all.~*

*~I may not get to see you as often as I'd like...I may not get to hold you all through the night...but deep inside my heart, I know that this is true...no matter what I do, I will always be in love with you.~*

i miss my friend why did it have to end all i do is cry and i wanna know why all you did was lie i want these feelings to go away cuz i dont wanna feel this way its only you on my mind people say that i am blind for not seeing the real you and all the pain you put me though i hoenstly feel the way i say and the feelings wont stop or go away so no matter what i do i am still in love with you

2005-07-20T19:05:00.000+08:00

haha..ok..i uploaded dis pict is because it's ruth's b'dae 2dae..haha..wish she enjoyed..haha..hmmz..nth much 2 update..juz normal lessons..haha..pe tml..yesh..soft baseball..lolz..fun!!but hope i dun fall agn like last time..haha..kkz la..shall end here..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUTH

2005-07-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

whoo..i took picts wif her wor..she's no.7 of xuelian bai and no.11 of alj..dat was taken on sun after their match against xuelian red..dey lost by 8 if i'm not wrong..haha..jasmin was so cool lor..she shoot the last 2 3 points in..and her last 3 point was shot at the last second..all the audience was cheering 4 her..and her teamm..xualian bai manage 2 lead in the 1st 2 quarter if i'm not wrong..haha..dey played real well..okok..ppl are studying in school now and here i am sitting in front of the com cuz i dint go 2 sch..haha..it's not pon ok..cuz i hv mc de..haha..the doc sae i'm having stomach flu..haha..wat the hell is dat la..haha..but nvm la..got mc can le lor..haha..dunno whether later going out anot leh..haha..waiting 4 wei tang 2 tell mi..lolz..kkz la..i wan go slp le..

2005-07-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

haha..so happy 2dae..at least thee's something 2 cheer mi up..not like the past few days..feeling so lucky 2 hv frenz like jasmin wei tang and lisian..cheering mi up when i'm down..haha..alright..2dae is the last match 4 alj cup..and we are the champs!!so cool rite??haha..aljunied kembangan..lolz..hmmz..we won sin chong abt 10++ points??haha..i 4get le..but li sian yuhao and mi were so happy sitting at the bench..fooling ard when dey were playing so hard 4 the team..haha..but we cheered too la..den the 3 of us so high keep laughing and laughing..lolz..fun!!so happy sitting at the chair..so comfortable..haha..den after dat li sian get 2 play..she's so happy la..haha..jas play till so shuai though she dint really perform 2dae..a few burning shots and of cuz 3 pointers..haha..it's our honour having her as our captain..and of cuz team mate..lolz..i think i'm like writing a testi 4 her..haha..kkz..yaqi was cool!!she played well and really perform..qie qie qie..den the ball always gets into the net..i get 2 play oso..haha..4 59.34 seconds..lolz..i rather not play la..haha..make mi kena scolding..so bad!!haha..after the match we went 2 eat wif the dunno hu..eat bu fei..haha..buffet la..den eat halfway hv 2 carry the cool bball stolls 2 the stage..4 our lovely lan zhong bei seniors.and we drew it so nicely..haha..so proud of the youth team..haha..tagawa and unity played 2 overtime..haha..but tagawa won in the end..lolz..tung san and whye nam..hmmz..whye nam won by 2 points..haha..and dey are the champs..so are we..haha..ok..dey presented the cool stools 2 the da dui ppl 1st..and dey line up at the steps there..after dey take 1 pict,the xiao dui(meaning alj cup de ppl)went up 2 take picts wif dem oso..i think the other teams hen dulan..cuz we take very long..haha..den like so pai seh lor..cuz we are not th 1's taking the stools..and we like so bhb juz went up wif them..haha..jas was the mvp..so cool!!we took alot of picts..haha..wif da dui de ppl..own team mate..haha..oh ya..aisyah or wadeva was so funny..haha..so cute la..make us all laugh like siao..haha..think i end here ba..so long le rite??haha..1st time..lolz..

2005-06-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

here to update le..cuz of dat yaqi..haha..kkz la..hmmz..hv been playing bball the last few days..got youth cup and alj cup..kkz..won all the matches so far..haha..kkz..hmmz..went 2 clarke quay ytd..walk walk and play play..haha..den go esplanade..and hor..4 yaqi's info..is clarke quay not clarke kuay..haha..kkz la..hmmz..every1 playing 4 any cup muz jia you..dat's it ba..dunno wat 2 type le..haha..kkz..

2005-05-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

hey hey..haha..was rotting at hm 2dae..haha..watched tv 4 almost the whole dae?till 8 liddat.den use com..haha..ytd..went out..haha..fri..went 2 watch match..haha..the match was shown on tv 2dae..on espn..i saw yaqi n sheryl..haha..on tv..haha..kkz..
hmmz..i really hope u really believe dat u'm not the 1 spreading..n it really wun affect us?hmmz..i think it is affecting us..if u r reading dis..tell mi..the ans..izzit affecting us anot?(those reading ah..affect us in terms of frenz..dun xiang tai duo hor..haha..)main paper tml..wish all having exams gd luck..ruhua is a nice show..haha..damn funny..

2005-05-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

woohoo..update update..haha..hmmz..had el and cl paper 1 2dae..cl compo quite diff..el leaflet quite diff..haha..hmmz..something happen recently..shud be a small prob..dunno y become so big..n i got all the blame..well..i dint sae anything..my conscience is clear..i've explain 2 *u..whether anot 2 believe,is up 2 u..i noe i dint sae..hmmz..many ppl saying dat i said?plz..i dun go 2 755..n dat thing is spreading in 755..wat has it got 2 do wif mi?i dunno hu the hell say i'm spreading n i hope dat person go clear all the misunderstanding..dis is getting mi into big trouble..*u can dun believe mi..but i hope u go check it out wif yishun area de ppl..cuz i'm NOT the 1 spreading..make dis clear..

2005-04-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

wa lau..i'm selected 2 go 2 ob sabah..so sad man..i wan 2 go cip cambodia..teacher dun let mi change..den jess can change..not fair..wa lau..i told my mum..she so angry..she dun wan let mi go..haha..cuz i hv 2 pay 842..i think..haha..she scold mi..n my teacher..she sae my teacher siao..pa jiao..choose 1 bad attitude girl 2 go..haha..plz la..dis is a program 4 bad students wat..haha..10 days kkz..i hope i can go..haha..

GEORGE JOSEPH

2005-04-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

HEY..DIS POST IS SPECIALLY 4 GEORGE JOSEPH..WHO THE FUCK DO U THINK U ARE?U ARE JUZ A TEACHER..NO 1 RESPECT U..U STUPID BENG WAY-ER..COMPLAIN 2 MY MUM 3 TIMES SINCE U CAME..HAR..BIG FUCK..BRING MI 2 ELANGO..WAT DID ELANGO SAE?HE ASK MI 2 SCOLD U POLITELY..EVEN ELANGO OSO DUN WAN HELP U..DIS PROVES HOW SHI BAI U ARE.WAT SORT OF FUCKIN TEACHER U ARE?USE ASSEMBLY PERIOD 2 TEACH POA WHEN U ARE SUPPOSE 2 DISCUSS BOUT APD DAY..HALF THE CLASS NV DO YR WORK U CALL MY MUM N TELL HER THE WHOLE CLASS IS DOING EXCEPT MI..BIG JOKE..SHOULD I LAUGH??ALRIGHT..I SHALL ENTERTAIN U..HAHAHA..WAT THE FUCK..MAKE MI CANT USE FONE..BIG LOR..THINK U YING DU NEH I SCARED AH?I WILL STILL MAKE U DE LOR..CALL MY MUM 4 ALL U WAN..I WUN GIVE A FUCKING DAMN..U SUCKS MAN..KUI NI HAI SHI WO DE JI REN LAO SHI..ZHEN SHI BAI..

2005-04-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

hmmz..now so sianz..ber so sad..hmmz..trying 2 cheer her up??nono..trying 2 help her solve prob..ya..conferencing in msn wif ber n bel..hmmz..tml is our game against nanyang..if we win..most prob we will get into top 4..jungang jia you..ber dun sux kkz??haiz..

2005-03-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

harlow..me dunno how many years nv update liao..haha..hmmz..so many things happen..now playing nationals..won bedok green..ermz..should i sae bedok pink??haha..their jersey is pink kkz??haha..disgusting..lolz..hmmz..nxt match tue..vs jurong..jungang jia you..we muz play our best..but not over confidence..haha..hmmz..2dae went out wif bel,zihan n jun heng..haha..quite fun la..lolz..nite time meet ber,boon n sihui..feel quite weird..cuz dey like..anti us liddat lor..den bel n mi quite sad..haha..wan cry liao..lolz..haha..after dat we go esplanade..den i send bel 2 sk..so now she owe mi ice cream,a hug n a kiss..haha..jun heng bel n mi sang do re mi on the way 2 esplanade..haha..so fun n funny lor..haha..enjoyed myself..haha..kkz la..now so late liao..i stop here..at least i updated..kkz..later ber sae i nv update..den sae dunno wat words..4get liao..diff 2 rmb..haha..kkz la..babye..

2005-02-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

yoyo..haha..got miss mah..dunno how many days nv update liao..haha..can sae week??haha..or mths..think both oso can ba..haha..b girls tournament start le.. won 4 matches so far..100% win..haha..1st match..against fuchun..the score is....i 4get le..haha..tv nv show..2nd match..holy innocent..44-28..3rd match mayflower..40-38..last match anderson..45-28..haha..our grp got mf n us get in..so bu shuang..thinking of ways 2 let anderson in..but if dey in..we out..cannot make it lor..mf was so tyco 2 win anderson..4 pts cuz xinying wasnt in cout 4 aq quarter plus??haha..foul out in 3rd quarter n dey oni manage 2 win by 4..cannot make it la..mf so tyco..hate them..2pid no.5..scold mi ni na bu siao..n na bei chee bye..wat the..she push mi n scold mi lor..bu shuang..haha.. nvm..yaqi dey all will thrash them de..haha..the other grp..ytss out liao..so sad lor..AI in..throw our face..haha..nxt match playing against AI le lor..muz win them..den get into finals..most prob playing nchs ba..if get in lor..den we muz try our best 2 win them..so many many many ppl look down on us lor..sae we sure lose de lor..den the 2pid fast breaker n bel oso sae so lor..idiot..haha..even if lose..we cant lose more den 10 pts..haha..sia sway..lolz..haha..kkz..mi stop blogging le..haha..cuz going 2 bath den go ms tay hse liao..haha..

19 days

2004-12-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

opps..haha..should be 15 days update de..end up..haha..19 days.. cant blame mi mah..haha..cuz mi bro came back frm ns den he use 1 com 2nd bro use another 1..den mi no com lor..haha..more ppl cuming 4 trg liao..haha..nice wor..haha..ytd got frenly wif A.I..haha..won them 55-26..dey got sum ppl very zhuai..haha..den after dat go 100+ pei june buy drinks den send her hm cuz she bad mood mah..den after dat sit under her blk c whether she got cum out again anot..den wait 4 abt 15 mins..mi n kaile go 7 -11 buy food..den the nachos machine got sum prob..den wait lor..after dat go hm..2dae wake up so early..den go the ang moh sch..got the home united cup tournament..starting oni got 9 ppl cum..den after dat cun zhi cum..den got 10..den can play lor..the rules so 2pid..nv qualify 4 the semi-finals..lost 2 yts n ands..won sas..overall 1st is sas..2nd-ands..3rd-jss..4th-nchs..when ands lost 2 sas..jx cry wor..haha..potter oso.. after lunch got the individual skills de competition..haha..after dat 3+ got prize presentation..
speed dribble:1st-sas de 13
2nd-nchs-11
3rd-ands-jx(5)
Free throw:1st-sas dunno wat no.
2nd-ands-van
3rd-jss-chai luan
Overall team results:1st-SAS
2nd-ands
3rd-jss
4th-nchs
MVP:Anderson sec-10-van

2004-11-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

wa...15 days nv update liao..haha..so many ppl ask mi update??haha..k la..not many la..a few ba..haha..tok bout wat i rmb..haha..thursdae n fri..haha..nike 5 0n 5..the fearless 5 thing..lol..cousin ask mi go watch..so go wif my bro n cousins lor..anyway tania dey all going oso mah..haha..when i reach i called tania..gilcrist walk past mi..but dint c him..haha..watch the shooting thing..so sian..haha..den suddenly rain..well done..the rain went inside the court..haha..the ball get wet..my shirt too..told genn n jx 2 stand up..cuz the water mah..haha..c i so gd..haha..3+..go eat jack's place..jacqueline de service so lan de..haha..co slow..den my drink cum after the dessert..wat the hell..haha..den the bill so slow..haha..after dat went 2 hospital..a while jiu go hm le..the nxt dae de 5 on 5 nicer..cuz is da dui mah..haha..chong ghee so damn strong lor..got 1 match..chong ghee A vs chong ghee B..wei bin dat team won..dey so pro lor..got wei bin n cheryl..already very strong liao..wa lau..wei bin very shuai sia..haha..got 1..fion de team de..meiwen??haha..quite gd looking oso..haha..watch the girls finals..chong ghee oni got 4 players..but hor..thrash AJC..29-9..pro..haha..sat stay hm..haha..sun..morning slp till 10 liddat..den afternoon go out wif jx dey all..play bball at chong ghee court..but was raining la..haha..play n play..play till very fun..den i like so damn lame lor..but dey all laughing like siao..haha..after dat go hm lor..haha..den 2dae..jss got frenly vs regent..haha..dey won..lol.. but hor..dey get scold by sum1..haha..nth 2 update liao..haha..wait another 15 days..i update again..lol..jkjk..haha..

change again..haha..

2004-11-14T20:05:00.001+08:00

change again..haha..

2004-11-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

nth 2 sae..

2004-11-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

quite fan lately..thinking how hv [[u]] been lately..missing [[u]] lot..saw yr msn nick..hurt mi..smsed mi..sae dat i dun care 4 [[u]]..how [[u]] wan mi 2 care..when i dun even noe wats happening 2 [[u]]??[[u]] thot of breaking up..haiz..find dat our distance is getting further..i dun uds [[u]] at all..after all dat had happen..wondering how long we will last..i dunno how 2 care 4 a person when i dun even noe wats happening 2 [[u]]..tell mi wats going on in yr life..tell mi yr probs..at least i can uds more..not hving yr frenz saying dat..i dun care 4 [[u]] n wadeva..the feeling sux lor..haiz..suan le..stop saying bout dis le..anyway..i gonna remove my tag-board..

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2004-11-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

hmmz..sianz..staying at hm 2 rot whole dae..haha..actually got go hospital visit my grandma de..but den..my mum ask mi stay hm 2 look after dad..so..stay hm lor..den hv 2 do so many thing..wash dishes, wash clothes, fold clothes etc. haha..anyway go hospital i oso read comic..cuz my auntie n mum tok 2 grandma den i no chance 2 tok..juz look at her..den read comic lor..den feed her eat all dis..but its ok ba..cuz she look after mi 4 14 years++ le..sum more she so old liao..so i shud look after her de..after staying at TTSH..still nid 2 stay at AMK hospital or sumthing liddat de 4 2 months..wow..so long..by the time already start sch liao..hmmz..wonder if got time 2 look after her mah..but i hv 2 no matter wat..haha..dunno whether mon can go out anot leh..go out wif frenz..but oso dunno wan go where..haha..hmmz..new blogskin..tania help mi change de wor..haha..but i edited it..better..haha..anyway she did alot la..haha..ytd conference till dunno wat tym..but noe i slp at 2++..haha..late wor..den 2dae wake up at 10+..haha..like pig liddat..den juz now online chat wif Rui Ping[[Beckham]]..she so lame lor..chat wif jasmine n her can laugh like siao de..so like 2 tok 2 them lor..tok 2 them like 4get bout all the troubles de..haha..online oso got chat wif nerissa..haha..debate bout yvonne..haha..dunno is yc or wat..haha..update later..cuz dunno wat 2 write le..haha..

new 1..

2004-11-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

edited my blogskin..haha..now wan try if post will how..haha..so try lor..cuz dis blogskin very weird leh..haha..kkz..update later..haha..

2004-11-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

new blog skin..tania help mi change 4 mi de..haha..change till luan qi ba zhao..haha..but nvm la..cuz is i ask her 2 help mi de mah..haha..thx wor..quite saddening la 2dae..kena questioned..thinking bout her..sad..

2004-11-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

hmmz..tania asked mi 2 update sumthing other den song lyrics..haha..dunno wat 2 update..so post crap lor..haha..hmmz..2dae is thursdae..i thot it is sunday..cuz my whole family is home..went 2 the hoispital in the morning..till afternoon den go 200+..father n bro cut hair..den go eat lunch..after lunch is abt 4 liddat le..eat lunch so late leh..haha..after dat came home..den use com a while..den bro wan use..so let him use..till now eldest bro go NS..so can use le..haha..nth 2 sae liao..haha..

2004-11-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

久未放晴的天空

jiu wei fang qing de tian kong

依舊留著妳的笑容

yi jiu liu zhe ni de xiao rong

哭過

ku guo

卻無法掩埋歉疚

que wu fa yan mai qian jiu

風箏在陰天擱淺

feng zheng zai yin tian ge qian

想念還在等待救援

xiang nian hai zai deng dai jiu yuan

我拉著線

wo la zhe xian

複習妳給的溫柔

fu xi ni gei de wen rou

曝曬在一旁的寂寞

pu shai zai yi pang de ji mo

笑我給不起承諾

xiao wo gei bu qi cheng nuo

怎麼會怎麼會

zen me hui zen me hui

妳竟原諒了我

ni jing yuan liang liao wo

我只能永遠讀著對白

wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai

讀著我給妳的傷害

du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai

我原諒不了我

wo yuan liang bu liao wo

就請妳當作我已不在

jiu qing ni dang zuo wo yi bu zai

我睜開雙眼

wo zheng kai shuang yan

看著空白

kan zhe kong bai

忘記妳對我的期待

wang ji ni dui wo de qi dai

讀完了依賴

du wan liao yi lai

我很快就離開

wo hen kuai jiu li kai

2004-11-04T15:13:00.000+08:00

叶子

是不会飞翔的翅膀翅膀

是落在天上的叶子天堂

原来应该不是妄想只是我早已经遗忘当初惀怎么开始飞翔

孤单

是一个人的狂欢狂欢

是一群人的孤单爱情

原来的开始是陪伴但我也渐渐地遗忘当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停

也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心只是心又飘到了哪里

就连自己看也看不清我想我不仅仅是失去你

2004-11-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

I'll be your dream

I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong I will be faithful

'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning

A reason for living

A deeper meaning, yeah

[chorus:]

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining

brightly in the velvet sky,

I'll make a wish send it to heaven

Then make you want to cry

The tears of joy for all the

pleasure in the certainty

That we're surrounded by the

comfort and protection of

The highest powers

In lonely hours

The tears devour you

[chorus]

Oh can you see it baby?

You don't have to close your eyes

'Cause it's standing right

before you

All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, madly, deeply do

[chorus]

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to live like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

2004-11-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

hmmz..my family hv been quite unlucky lately..went 4 trg 2dae..halfway when break i look at my hp..4 missed calls..3 new sms..my auntie called mi..she sms mi 2 ask mi 2 call her as my grandma had been admitted 2 hospital..wa lau..she so old liao lor..still fall in market..feel like crying after we hang up..but mi ren till i reach hm..my auntie ask mi 2 go hm early 2 look after my mum cuz she juz discharge frm hospital on wed..so unlucky..1 in 1 out..help my mum cook porridge..dunno how 2 cook..so my mum sae den i cook..but the porridge too dry liao..not like porridge..after dat i cook cup noodles 2 eat..den online lor..now de trg is like so sian lor..though mr ong got teach new things..but so little ppl go oni..the nxt year de jersey so ugly lor..wa lau..navy blue 4 dark..silver 4 light..bu hao kan de..went 2 sentosa ytd.. after sentosa go hougang sports hall watch volleyball wif jx,mg,jasmine n jac..after dat we go hougang mall..den go compass point..when we leavin compass point we go take the lift..den the lift like spoil liddat but we dun care we juz take lor..cuz got alot of time mah..den we bo liao go take the lrt 1 round..inside the lrt we play wif volleyball..den pass pass pass..den i sudden pass 2 jac..den hit her eyes..den we down there laughing den she cum beat mi..no feeling de..but very hard cuz got the sond..mg oso sae very pain..think i laugh till no feeling le..den we take mrt back..mg so gd ask them 2 pei mi take 2 yishun there..in the train we tok bout many things..oso kip laughing..den jac kip beating mg..ask her hao xiao meh..den beat beat beat..den i laugh laugh laugh..dunno wat happen 2 jas..she like jac make till her a little bit den she dulan liao..den very scary..so we nv play wif her lor..

2004-10-30T18:01:00.001+08:00

my results..
English-56(C5)
Chinese-56(C5)
Maths-61(B4)
Science-45(D7)
Geography-50(C6)
History-34(F9)
Literature-44(E8)
D & T-63(B4)
Home Econs-61(B4)
Visual Art-62(B4)
CME-B
Music-A
Total:531/1000
Percentage:53.1
Class position:27/30
Level position:109/128
Results:Passed
Promotion status:Promoted to S3 expree(3E2/AMaths)
Attendance:79/79(think got mistake cuz i got absent once..haha..)
Conduct:Very good(wif 6 demerits??haha..cher siao liao..haha)

Remarks:April is a very active girl. She must place greater emphasis in her studies. She must try to pay more attention in class. She should learn to hand in better and neater work.

2004-10-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

hmmz..2dae is sat..sch hols le wor..haha..wud it be fun??or boring..haha..wed jurong de bballers ask mi go sentosa??wif jurong de bballers n tania n jx??haha..wud it be fun??haha..i dunno..but its like ~sianz lor..haha..sentosa..wa lau..haha..juz now go orchard hotel..4 the ABRSM exam?haha.. finish fast..slp 4 25 min..den go out..haha..after dat tania jx n mg cum my hse..tania came 1st..cuz mi meet her mah..den jx n mg came after dey finish eating mac..haha..cuz dey got guo you mah..pro wor..haha..got back my report book ytd..my results sux lor..haha..i'm not surprise at all..cuz i knew i dint do well..haha..but got miracle sia..haha..mi got into 3e2..wif such poor results??level position is like..109/128..haha..near the back le lor..my cousin did much better den mi..well..dats becuz he studied..n his mum kip showing off..like its very gd liddat..wat the..she called my bro 2 ~suan my bro lor..i'm damn bu shuang..mi intend 2 study hard nxt year..n pay attention in class..instead of playing ard n joking..haha..mi promise myself..hv 2 work hard n achieve better results..so dat my auntie will lan lan bo way gong..haha..den i wun throw my family face..haha..but..can i??haha..mi will try no matter wat de..cuz my aunt is so hao lian..

2004-10-27T10:01:00.000+08:00

haha..k..2dae..ermz..2dae mi pon sch wor..haha..den stay at hm..later going anderson wait 4 jx n tania..den go mg hse..haha..wa lau..dey panmg seh us lor..ask us 2 go mg hse ourselves..haha..den we dunno how 2 go..but mg got tell us how..so nvm lor..we go ourselves..haha..later den continue..haha

2004-10-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

haha..long tym dint update liao..haha..lazy lazy lazy..haha..update long liao oso sian de..haha..k..start off wif wat happen on mon??haha..mon..meet nichoas n andy at 11 den go bishan look 4 joanne dey all..went there wan play bball de..den no ball..so sit there tok tok den play play 1st..den go buy food eat..the food so cheap..but sux lor..haha..not nice de..den the joenne hor..keep saying the food..den make it so disgusting..so we all throw away..haha..den after dat chong long came..he bring ball..but no air..den gilcrist go hm bring pump..den joanne cun zhi shu xin n mi use dat airless ball 2 play 2 on 2..haha..cannot bounce de..so we like playing netball liddat lor..haha..de4n after dat pump ball..pump so long..still not enuff air..haha..but can bounce can liao..haha..den play match..after dat bishan park de ppl cum..wa piang..so lau lan..bekah gerlyn shu xin wei tang play 4 on 4 wif them..dey play so rough..den bekah dey all du lan..haha..den play finish dey cum out..tell us dey play very rough..den got 1 fatty frm bpss de go tell his frenz we sae them rough..den dat fatty scold us..wa lau..but nvm lor..he wear the sch uniform..the shorts going burst liao lor..den we keep laughing..den after dat rain..play half way oni..den we go shelter..sit sit a while den go serangoon play..go there den rain liao..but oni drizzling..so we continue play lor..play till 5+..den go hm..end of mon..haha..tues..went 2 sch in the morning..late lor..haha..but nvm..3 minutes oni..haha..oni get demerit..no detention..haha..watch the after school..wa lau..the show damn nice sia..haha..like gangster show liddat..haha..after dat watch hm alone..watch half way den recess..haha..so nv watch finish..haha..after recess go back class..muz do the discussion..den end up we use the transparancy 2 play..haha..so funny lor..den joanne n mi listen discman..den slp..haha..diamiss liao den we go 925 eat..den go my hse play..haha..wei tang n joanne use the computer at my bro room..den i use my mum rm de..den dey shout shout shout..hahya..den i go c..wa lau..the friendster de ppl so bian tai..haha..actually not friendster la..haha..is philipine..haha..dunno how 2 spell..haha..den after dat wan go 325 play bball..den when at outside my hse..wei tang wear the shoes..haha..den i kick away 1..den she thot her shoe lost..she so scared..haha..den i keep laughing..haha..den she saw her shoes den keep beating mi..haha..den play bball till 5+ or 6+..den go hm..

2004-10-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

看着天空渐渐的亮起来
幸福的花儿有没有开
哦美梦甜的让人不想醒来
太阳不管我是否存在
每天依然快乐的自转
想你若不在我怎么会精采

Oh 告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱

你说爱就像个调色盘
把喜怒哀乐通通都挤一块
有红的蓝的绿的橘色和黑白
我们曾有过争执和不愉快
如今通通都抛开
在雨后剩下天边迷人的灿烂

Oh 告诉我什么是爱怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖所有的冷漠都不再因为爱

我不要生命中没有你
只希望这承诺你都会相信
让我牵你的手一起走过这冬季
写爱的奇迹

NA NA NA...

There's a voice's telling me
Only true love you can see
那是天使在singing说 make it real

这个世界的苦已太多偏偏彼此只懂得折磨
退一步就海阔天空love love love

I wanna know what it's like
I wanna feel what it's like
I wanna know what it's like to be loved
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna feel what it's like
I wanna know what it's like to be loved

2004-10-14T10:02:00.000+08:00

haha..exams are over..yesh..finally..haha..ytd n 2dae nv go sch..haha..so shuang..went 2 jurong ytd..meet minghee n frenz at jp bus 30 there..dey late..haha..jia xin was like so...haha..cant sae..haha..we went 2 the toilet..slowly walk back..dey still haven cum..went 2 courts 2 c mp3 cuz jia xin's fren buying 4 her..walk back slowly..dey still haven reach..so we walk 1 big round around the interchange..cum back..dey finally reach..haha..we walk really damn slow lor..haha..den minghee dey all sae dey wan go buy things 2 geraldine hse 2 eat..den we go wif them..dey go ljs mi n jx walk around..den go geraldine hse..she watching the show..wa lau..so nice lor..those ppl jump here n there..like matrix liddat..haha..her hse so big..n nice..3 storey sia..den the living rm like got so many expensive de things de..haha..after dat went 2 dunno wat cc..play badmonton..den go geraldine hse put racket..den go yuhua cc again..haha..in the bus so fun lor..haha..we play play play..den laugh like siao..haha..yuhua cc play bball..love the court more man..haha..shoot 3 point can go in liao..haha..finally lor..haha..den played wif dunno is kai xuan or xiao long de ppl..yvonne chai luan bao shan n daphne(dunno how 2 spell)..haha..dey so strong..but nvm la..we manage 2 score 7..haha..all is shoot de leh..jia xin pu zhua..her 3 points so damn zun..haha..back 2 finals le..haha..geraldine oso zun..almost all is 3 points..oni 1 or 2 is 2 point..geraldine shoot de..oh ya..my team no height..haha..the tallest is mi..n i m short..haha..rui ping jia xin n geraldine..haha..rui ping so pro..she help us take quite a lot of rebounds..haha..after dat we went hm..in train tok 2 jx 4 a while..cuz mi busy smsin n she wan slp mah..so tok a while oni..reach hm bath den call mg..half eat half tok..haha..pro hor..haha..den tok tok tok till 10+..den hang up..den jia xin call mi..a while den hang up..den minghee sms mi..den sms sms den she ask mi call her..tok in the fone frm 11+ to 1+..haha..mi 2dae no sch..but she got exam..she still tok so late..haha..tok in the fone many things..haha..mg so li hai lor..tok about sumthing den she can change topic till dunno where..haha..den hai mi 4get wat is the thing i wanna sae..haha..den she laugh..n i laugh lor..haha..den got 1 part..i tell her sumthing den she sae wei she me ta mei you jiao??haha..den i was like..~peng lor..haha..laugh laugh laugh..haha..finally stop..actually ytd she quite lame leh..haha..mi keep laughing de..haha..still got tok bout the hang ten..haha..she so slow lor..dun get wat i mean de..haha..how 2 pronounce dining table?haha..she pronounce wrong den sae she kena influence by jasmine..haha..jasmine is another lamer lor..i wan go out wif her..she so lame..haha..think i post very long le hor..haha..will continue..go play nba shoot out 1st..haha..

2004-10-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

haha..nowadays keep goin 2 jurong..haha..pei sum1 go..meet sum new frenz there..very lame n funny..enjoy being wif them..haha..tml goin down again..now exams mi still nv study..haha..mi so pro..stay at hm 4 the whole dae 4 2 daes liao..haha..c mi so guai lor..haha..stay at hm leh..haha..mai siao siao..haha..mi found out dat mi love 2 sae haha..ian said dat too..haha..eh..dunno wat 2 write liao..haha..will update when i feel like..haha..

2004-10-05T13:12:00.000+08:00

hmmz..din update the last few days..haha..or weeks??eh..i dunno leh..haha..bro came back frm NS 11 days ago..n had a break 4 10 days..he went back ytd..dats y i can cum online ytd..haha..now juz came hm finish bath..quite hungry..haha..wo de wei da ru yu zhou..4eva hungry de..haha..later goin study..dunno hu goin..actually goin bishan wif jess jo-n n wei tang..but den..sci tb lost..so muz borrow..den sum more i dunno wat 2 study..so cum hm 1st..haha..2dae exam..history n maths paper 1..history paper..well..i was like dun hav the feeling 2 do the paper??thinking bout the question..n flew away..haha..as in..into my own world of things..haha..feel so sleepy..the last question..feel like sleeping liao..so i anyhow write..oso dun expect 2 do well..haha..5 marks question..1 line..7 marks..1 line..8 marks..oso 1 line..haha..dat is 4 the last question oni..haha..cuz sleepy mah..after dat..maths..it was quite easy in the front..den difficult in the middle..den easy at the back..haha..factorisation..~diao..me dunno..so lose 6 marks 4 sure..leave blank mah..den at the back..leave a few more blanks..dunno 5 or 4 marks..anyway..i wun get more den 40..cuz i left 10 or 11 marks blank le..haha..enuff bout 2dae..haha..ytd..eng n chi paper 1..dunno wat i'm writin..haha..nite tym tok 2 jia xin n minghee..haha..so fun..sun..eat breakfast den go study..haha..saturdae..mornin mi online..cuz meeting jia xin tania n 2 of their frenz 2 jurong..went 2 jurong..actually is study de..but..haha..end up playing n tokin..after dat..3.26..we went 2 play bball at yuhua cc..play wif them so stress lor..all so serious..den..my stamina drop alot..play 4 5 minutes den i no strength liao..haha..maybe is becuz the sun too hot..i dunno..haha..play a while oni..lose all..dunno how u play n very stress 2 play wif them..haha..xinyu play bball so cute..haha..i defend her i ren..nv luff..haha..if not ppl think i siao..haha..after dat went hm..mi suspect sumthing..haha..but tania keep sayin dunno..in the train..haha..sum1 type out in her fone..told mi the thing i guess..haha..i so clever..mi cai dui liao..haha..ermz..dats it ba..haha..meetin st at 2.30..go prepare 1st..haha..

2004-09-29T14:46:00.000+08:00

hmmz..juz return hm frm sch..kor sae mi lazy..haha..nv update..so update lor..haha.ytd moon cake festival..haha..went out 2 play wif jess,june,kaile,cecilia,ee san,garry.yibin,jason,ji sheng,kian tat,kong liang,kelvin..mi dunno liao..haha..it was quite sian actually..haha..nth much 2 play..haha..later goin study again..sianz man..ytd study till 8+..haha..nv really study ba..play oni..played wif matchstick outside bk..haha..burnt my hand..lol..haha..but nvm la..now not pain liao..dunno wat 2 write..haha..yishun park toilet rox man..haha..go in den the toilet will sae..pls press the green button 2 lock the door..door lock..u hv a maximum amount of 10 min 2 use the toilet...den got music..den take toilet paper oso need 2 press button..haha..put yr hands under the dunno wat..sensor de..the water automatic cum out..haha..den press the green button..den go out..haha..so damn fun lor..haha..

2004-09-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

haha..long tym nv update liao..quite sianz oso..haha..no 1 tag my blog..2dae mi woke up quite early..juz now 1 of my fren sms mi..tell mi minghee dey all go play bball wif jiaxin dey all ytd..wtf..dey bluff mi lor..dey reading i oso dun give a damn..cuz i oso dun think dey will read..cuz dey dunno my blog mah..haha..back 2 them..actually ytd we plan 2 go watch movie..k..everything jiang hao liao..den suddenly change plave..nvm..can..den after dat..i reach hm..bath liao..den c hp..minghee sms mi..tell mi she not goin liao..cuz she bad mood..xinyu oso help her bluff mi..she sae she wan study den she dun wan go..so minghee dun wan go..den 2dae..my fren sms mi..tell mi ytd dey go play bball wif jia xin dey all..mi dunno hu is the dey all..wtf..bluff mi lor..dun wan go out wif mi juz sae la..no need 2 bluff de..sum more ytd..mi ask minghee reach hm liao call mi..nv call..bu yong jing..sms her..nv reply..wat the..not 1st tym liao lor..mi oso jit tao not angry..she nv reply mi still nvm..2dae wat my fren told mi..wa lau..nxt tym dun wan mi go out..juz tell straight la..no need 2 ask so many ppl bluff de lor..2dae leh..gil online..haha..chat wif him..den went 2 sweep floor..cum back..he offline..den juz now he online again..juz tok 2 mi..ask mi go read his blog..den i tell him..read mine too..after i post.haha..kkz..later add 1 more..c wat happens 2dae..later still got go out study..haha..

2004-09-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

ermz..ytd my kor help mi make the tag board..haha..he so gd..his dad oso so gd..haha..he bluff mi de..haha..all the canto he sae..is his father tell him de..haha..but nvm la..tok in canto oso quite fun..haha..he tag so many 4 mi..haha..ai si ta le..haha..lol..jkjk..dun wu hui hor..2dae in sch nth much happen..haha..but after sch went 2 mac wif jess,wei tang,jo-n,bekah n gerlyn..wei tang,jess,jo-n n mi went there 1st..we went there 2 eat..haha..den after dat bekah n gerlyn join us..cuz bekah went hm den gerlyn accompany mah..haha..mi stay there till 3.30 den go hm..cuz nv bring bk hm..cannot study..haha..went hm..bath..den online lor..haha..kor tag so many 4 mi..haha..mi oso tag many 4 him..haha..but my tag-board should hv very little ppl taggin oni la..haha..cuz so far oni 2 ppl noe my blog..haha..kor n neri..haha..neri is jurong de sec 1 bballer..haha..pro hor..taller den mi sia..haha..hope she train hard ba..nxt year play tournament liao..haha..mi dunno whether can get into b girls anot..mi feel dat the 6 ppl hu will go up is..jo-n(captain),jessica oh(vice-captain),valerie,cun zhi,li sian n bekah..haha..so mi is no chance de..nxt year jungang de b n c girls jia you wor..every school too..except raffles girls sch..i hate them..haha..shall stop here ba..haha..

2004-09-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

Date:21st September 2004
Time:19.43
Goh Chun Han Gilcrist(Leng Zai) is my bro..haha..god bro..gan ge..kor kor..haha..nice 2 hv him as a bro..yeah..haha

2004-09-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

ermz..2dae mon liao..haha..goin exam soon..omg..haven started revising lor..siao liao..haha..2dae after sch went 2 concourse 2 wait 4 kaile..wa lau..she power lor..ask mi wait 4 her..den she went 2 look 4 teacher..make mi wait so long lor..haha..nvm..mi very gd de..always wait 4 her..haha..mornin go sch oso mi wait 4 her..haha..2dae she told mi sumthing..oh gosh..so damn..shocking??haha..anyway..its not sumthing bad bout mi..its bout my frenz..2 her frenz..ya..haha..dint expect she would sae dat..anyway..its quite true la..haha..dis fren of hers..n mine..is oso quite ke lianz..haha..kena bully..2dae went hm..den online..bath..den eat a bit..den went out..haha..went 2 CPCC[chong pang CC] de mac 2 ''study"..haha..eat 1st..den ''study''haha..cannot make it lor..mi bring discman go..den concentrated on the discman..haha..no la..is the songs..mi nv even study..sum more beside the mac is bball court..dats the best n the worst thing..haha..should noe wat i mean ba..haha..really no heart 2 study..haha..den kaile oso like no heart 2 study..ya..haha..so we went 2 the toilet..kaile released everyuthing she wanna release..n went 2 the court..haha..waited 4 june 2 cum..play 3 matches there..n we actually wanna go 346 de..but den walk pass nee soon cc..haha..stop there n played 2 matches..haha..den after dat we went 2 346..quite sian there lor..played 2 matches..haha..den rest..haha..while resting..haha..neri called mi 2 chat..haha..n we chatted..lol..after a while mi tell her mi call her when i reach hm..ya..mi reach hm..bath den online..haha..mi ask her call mi..she dun wan..she sae she bad mood cuz minghee cannot recognize her voice..haha..so funny lor..haha..ermz..after dat..chatted a while..den mi cum update my blog..she juz offline..haha..ermz..2dae dint chat wif LZ..but he sms mi..haha..at least he nv 4get mi..haha..he 4get mi..mi kill him ah..haha..no la..jk oni..haha..he keeps studying..haha..he really wanna get gd grades..haha..anyway..hu doesn't wanna hv gd grades?haha..gd luck all 4 the EOY exams..jia you!!work hard..study hard..haha

2004-09-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

2nd post 4 the dae.. haha.. now goin 2 update daily le?haha..dunno..haha..muz c my mood n whether mi tired anot..of cuz..if i'm lazy..i wun update..haha..dats 4 sure de..haha..ermz..have many things 2 sae..but dunno where n how 2 start..haha..juz now mi update a very short 1..haha..cuz lazy..haha..start frm where ne?haha..nowadays mi online wun sian..haha..cuz got ppl chat wif mi..hu izzit?haha..its LZ wor..haha..really enjoy chatting wif him..his fun 2 tok 2..haha..tok 2 him..mi feel kinda stress free..haha..can sae anything i wan..without worries..haha..i kinda trust him alot ba..haha..ya..dats y can tok freely wif him..haha..dun misunderstand wor..mi dun like him..haha..no la..cannot liddat sae..mi like his character..n like him as a fren..but definitely dun have the LOVE de feelings..ya..his like a bro 2 mi?haha..juz now chat wif him..can c dat his kinda sad dat we cut our hand..cuz sum 1 dis dat again..hmmz..sum1 hu i dunno..haha..after the incident..mi find cutting hands real 2pid..n i hope all hu cut would stop it..haha..its no use cutting hand lor..haha..so LZ,dun worry too much bout her..haha..think of mi can le..haha..actually mi 2dae wan study de..haha..juz change my nick..sae dat mi studying..haha..den my fren call mi..sae dat she sian..well..haha..chat wif her de..haha..anyway at hm..mi oso no heart 2 study de..so might as well..yesh..chat..haha..tok a while..den quite sian oso..haha..so ask minghee[jurong sec #11..pro wor]call in 2 conference..haha..tok a while..den minghee went out..left mi n neri tok..haha..dunno wat happen..den we hang up..haha..end up..5.12pm minghee ask mi call her..so i call lor..haha..she told mi dat ytd not she hang up the phone 1..haha..ermz..ya..mi believe her..haha..after dat..neri call her twice..she accidentally hang up..haha..1st tym is hang up hers..2nd tym hang up both..mi call her back..haha..mi use hp..so ex lor..haha..neri called my phone n i conference..haha..funny eh?haha..tok a while..den neri dunno wan study or wat..den mi thot is minghee sae she wanna hang up..den mi sae..ok babye..den mi hang up..expect neri 2 call mi..she dint..ermz..dint bother much too..thot she was busy..haha..mi dun really noe wat happen during the period "dey" sae dat "dey" wanna hang up..sort of blur..haha..dun care..haha..mi change my nick n put online again..haha..LZ chatted wif mi again..after a while..he sound so damn sad..haha..he said dat "she" cutted her hand again..mi was like..har..again..haha..den he went offline sadly..haha..den he online again..he was happy again..i guess..haha..he didn't sound sad at all..haha..let it be..haha..we chatted in canto n hokkien..of cuz oso got eng n chi..haha..multi language tok..haha..4gotten wat we tok bout..haha..ya..he said dat "her" fren wanna beat him up..oh gosh..pls..LZ is not at fault now..haha..any way..b4 he offline..mi tell him dat if he got any problem..can sms mi..haha..he asked mi 2 help him..haha..of cuz i will..if i can..haha..anyway conference again in the nite..haha..wif minghee, jia xin, tania n neri..haha..so fun..ask xinyu call in..she dun wan..haha..so sad..haha..er,z..quite tired now..haha..goin slp soon le..take care all..haha..

2004-09-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

long long time dint update liao..haha..simply lazy..haha..sort of sian la..haha..ytd got ppl go out nv jio..haha..2 hum ji kia..hah..erm nth 2 do..so update..haha..had quite a lot of fun dis few daes..haha..chatted alot in msn..haha..exams cumin..muz study hard le..haha..

2004-09-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

hmmz..dint update ytd..haha..cuz lazy n tired mah..ytd mornin play lan..1st tym mi play 4 so long not sian sia..haha..qi ji chu xian le..play 4 bout 2 hours +..play at raider..haha..use com 30..the com so lan de..after dat went back 2 yishun..eat zap choi fan..haha..noe wats dat??so little oni..but quite nice la..go ewen hse play nba 4 awhile..den go 346..omg..reaching liao den rain..nvm..go my hse 1st lor..den mi call st..ask her where she liao..haha..she at the bomb shelter there..she ling yu..haha..scold mi..mi ask her cum my hse 1st lor..den after a while..yu ting le..den go down play bball..kaile came back frm sarawak le..so she joinin us later..but she so late..haha..when she cum st go liao..she cum down she so xing fen..den my bro ewen ivan n mi was like..teasing her??ya..haha..play till 7.51 pm..den go hm..take the 6km shirt down 2 the court..4 kaile..haha..ta de mah..den usin it tml liao..sianz..tml run 6km..dunno can make it mah..haha..after dat..went hm..bath..online n eat..haha..break record le wor..dis whole holiday nv ask joanne dey all out 2 play bball..anyway dey oso nv call mi..mi quite sad sia..alot of troubles..feel like..nvm..haiz..

2004-09-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

sianz..haha..went out at 7+ dis morning??abt ba..haha..went 2 609 2 play bball..haha..went there 4 a while le got 2 guy cum down..both wear red shirt..den mi n ivan ask them 2 play 2 on 2 wif us..dey start 1st.. mi n ivan was like..luffing thru the game..haha..so funny play wif them..starting the score was..9-0..omg..we tio tok..den in the end..11-9..we lost..haha..nvm..we played relax game..haha..the smaller 1 was so guai lan..dunno how 2 play ball anyhow beat ppl..nvm..mi ren lor..haha..mi n ewen play wif them again..we played even more relax den the previous game..haha..mi damn dulan the small 1..wtf..he push mi n elbow mi lor..haha..he check ball wif mi..mi seh ball back..haha..nvm..we lost again..haha..den went 2 7-eleven 2 buy drinks..nicholas call mi..tell mi he reach liao..den mi tell him mi goin back later..we went back played 3 0n 3..ewen,ivan n mi vs nicholas,bao hui n ci kai..haha..very fun 2 play wif them..haha..nicholas abt 2 smoke liao den got police car..he quickly hide the box among the grass..den after the police car go..haha..after dat we go shoot shoot a while..den mi keep the box..nicholas saw mi..mission failed..haha..after dat went 2 ewen hse play ps..den go eat lunch..after dat go my hse den went safra..wa lau..the bowling alley got so many free lane 2dae..zao zhi dao 2dae go play..haha..but nvm..after dat went hm lor..dey so wu liao..went 2 c the dunno wat evo 8, lancer, celica, skyline all those..but the cars all very beautiful..haha..went hm bath den online n eat..when my auntie came, she argued wif my grandma..over mi!!omg..shocked sia..haha..watch the 9 pm de show on channel 8..den play cs..haha..kai shi you xi huan wan cs le..haha..(read in chi wor)haha..after dat com auto shut down..change com use 2 update my blog..den go slp liao..haha..bo liao hor..juz now go read jx de blog..tania on newspaper..mi dint noe..read liao jx blog den mi go c ytd de newspaper..she in frony page wor..haha..told my grandma dat she my fren..my grandma said..wa..ta na me cong ming ah..haha..

2004-09-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm...now still so early..haha..but nvm la..went out around 1+ 2dae..ivan come under my blk 2 long bang mi 2 his hse..haha..when he reach..saw my bro..he ask where we goin..den we tell him where we goin n ask him whether he wan go anot..stand under the blk 4 so long..tok n tok..haha..den after dat wait under my blk..4 bro 2 cum down..he so long sia..haha..nvm..while waitin 4 him we played wif the GT..haha..tried 2 pull it up lor..haha..den when he cum down, we went 2 ivan hse..on the way there, ewen called ivan n ask us go long bang him hm..den we go safra play bowling again..haha..play bowling 4 2 days liao..haha..quite fun actually..haha..reach safra..no lane free..have 2 write down names as many ppl were waiting..but we nv write..haha..went 2 the arcade n played daytona..haha..played 3 games..den went back 2 the bowling place..mi go ask 4 2 hrs 1 lane..yeah..got lane liao..played 4 2 hrs den go 654 de 7-eleven buy drinks..cuz bowling there sell de can drinks $1.60..omg..so ex lor..haha..went hm after buying drinks n the potato..haha..we ride bike cross yishun park cuz we wan play the slope mah..haha..mi ride 1 bike..ames ride 1 bike..den ewen long bang ivan..we juz enter yishun park..den ivan standing at the stand mah..so he free hand..haha..den ewen oso free hand..ewen free hand liao den ivan hold ewen back..cuz he stop free hand liao mah..den ivan accidently pull ewen den..haha..both of them fell..haha..so funny..its like both of them doing stun liddat lor..dey fall backwards n the bike flew 2 the front..wa lau..heng sia..i almost fall oso..cuz ivan fall on the ground den ewen fall on grass..i was quite close behind..heng i lai de ji turn away..if not mi will ride over ivan n fall too..haha..sum more the bike de brake not in gd condition..haha..stay there 4 a few minutes den go hm..mi n my bro was laughin n eatin french fries we bought..haha..both of them were sitting on the floor laughing too..haha..when almost reaching hm liao nic sms mi..tell mi he saw mi at 654 there..haha..den mi ask him where is him lor..ermz..shall not continue wif the smsing part..haha..reach hm liao..mi bath den online..haha..the computer not gd de..so lag..haha..but cannot sae anything..cuz is my bro de mah..haha..he use the better 1 den let mi use his..haha..nvm la..got com gd liao..haha..

2004-09-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

sianz..2dae went 2 sch in the morning 2 find ivan..pass chen feng initial d de vcd den go mac eat wif them..haha..after dat went 2 ivan hse den go my hse..went hm pack my things den went out again..go under dickson blk n wait 4 him 2 change..after dat dey ben lai yue emblin dey all go play bball de..den dat emblin..dint noe dat he was such a big liar fucker man..dickson call him n ask him wat tym go play bball den he sae he not going liao..den hang up the phone..ivan call him den he bluff sae chen feng dey all went hm liao..den ivan bluff him oso lor..he sae..bu yao pian..wo zai ni men kou liao..bu xiang xing ni jiu kai men lor..haha..so funny..den we went 2 emblin hse 2 look 4 chen feng dey all..when we goin 609 dat tym..meisang ask mi go down amk liao..haha..so ask ivan long bang mi 2 mrt station lor..cuz he riding bike mah..haha..reach amk liao den go anderson sec..meisang waiting 4 mi at the bus stop outside anderson..den we wait 4 tian cheng..haha..at 1st meisang ask mi whether i noe him anot i sae dunno..haha..cuz mi dunno his name mah..haha..den when he cum out so funny lor..den we went 2 511 2 play bball..so hot..meisang siao de..play bball at 12+ 1..so hot..den he n tian cheng bully mi..play 2 on 1..tok mi sia..haha..nvm..nxt tym will win them de..play 4 a while den went under blk..read meisang de inbox..she let de hor..haha..so funny lor..tian cheng n mi was laughin n laughin..haha..can't sae out wat izzit..haha..den after dat mi went back 2 yishun cuz dey goin back sch..ivan ask mi play bowling..den go lor..haha..dint noe dat yuan hong so pro..haha..mi top 4 1st game wor..117..haha..although very low la..haha..after dat go arcade wif dem..so sian..den went 2 ivan hm..watch tv there..den wait 4 auntie 2 cum hm den went back hm..yeah..haha..bath den eat..fuck sia..my auntie tou chi my hor fun..left so little gimmi..hai wo now du zi er liao..haha..nvm..now online so sian..juz now sheng ting send mi the thing so cute..oh ya..kaile called mi juz now..miss her sia..so long nv c her lkiao..but show dat she miss mi too..cuz she call mi mah..haha..sum more call mi b4 she call shengting..not becuz my name start frm A lor..my name is the last few..cuz che put nick name..haha..ermz..sad sia..worried 4 tania n val..dey 2 so ke lian..hope dey chu yuan soon..pray 4 them ba..lol

2004-09-06T18:20:00.000+08:00

haha..dint blog 4 2 days le..haha..cuz saturday celebrate ewen n ivan bdae mah..at occ..stay overnight there..haha..went there on sunday ard 2 plus?haha..ard there ba..when i got there..ewen,ivan my aunt n germaine was there liao..haha..we played dai dee..but without germaine..haha..ewen ivan my bro n i..haha..ewen like nv care germaine liddat..haha..dey went 2 swim after dat..sort of sian..so i dint swim..haha..ard 6 plus got bbq..haha..not really fun..but its gd la..vanessa keep chasing mi..cuz i sae her n chen feng 2gether mah..haha..we eat finish liao my 2 bro n mi went hm..help my mum n dad take clothes..went back 2 occ liao den play..haha..after dat go hotel rm play majhong till ard 12 liddat..den go play bowling..so fun..haha..after dat went back 2 hotel..play majhong again..slp ard 4..den wake up at 9 plus..haha..dey went swimming again..i dint swim again..haha..cuz very tired mah..den went hm ard 2 plus..bath den online..go read ppls blog..den found out dat tania took 30 panadols..omg..is she competin wif val?she ate more den val by 1..wtf..y more ppl becumin liddat liao..hope gen wun be the same..guess she can think ba..cuz she told mi dat she wan 2 end her life but she c val in hospital so many ppl worried 4 her liao..she dun wanna add on..wonder how tania is..hope dey 2 can get well soon ba..n get discharge frm the fuckin hospital..no more nonsense le..kkz..so many ppl care 4 all of us..

2004-09-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

juz finish watching the 9 o'clock de show..channel 8..haha..quite funny..2dae in school didn't had a great tym..still ok during school time..after school went down 2 wif jessica n joanne..at the hall stair case saw li sian..she told us dat val is in the toilet cutting herself..omg..she say got a lot of blood n all dat..den in the end we went 2 the toilet..there were many teachers outside..stopping us frm entering the toilet..val penknife accidently cut li sian's palm..ke lian..quite worried 4 val..dunno wat happen 2 her..b4 recess she still fine..after recess she totally changed..so scary..heard dat she ate 9 panadols in class..ang ang saw her eating 6..n snatch it away frm her..she was so angry wif ang ang..she shouted at her..zhuo me ni na zhou wo de panadol..wo tao yan ni..sum thing liddat ba..den after dat she went 2 the 3rd story n ask kylicia n jo ann..if i jump down frm here will die anot?den she went 2 the toilet on the 1st storey..she lock herself up inside..shu xin n her frenz were inside the toilet too..mrs chew went in 2 ask them out..dey heard the sound of penknife..mrs chew went 2 ask the office girl 2 ask sum teachers down..n den after school got so many teacher outside..so many ppl cried..mrs chee oso cry..n she told us she dunno y she cry oso..the teachers all dun understand val..she dun wan 2 c teachers..we told them but dey dun listen 2 ask..2dae is like no law 4 us..all of us were like..scolding the teacher?using phones in front of the VP n teachers..dun even have 2 on silent mode..finally val cum out..she went 2 her class 2 take her bag n go outside the school..i was like..where is she goin?she ran across the road 2 795 there de bus stop..no strength?pa zai di shang..i was not there cuz VP ask mi go her office she ask mi things mah..it was raining n val sang..rain rain go away..when dey told mi i was huh..she sang song ah???luckily it was raining..if not rainin den she sing i will faint lor..mrs chee n mrs koh ask us back 2 school..dey r sort of counselling us n questioning us bout wat happen..therer was 3 penknife..stella snatch 1 n angel took 1..the other 1..haha..a joke man..mrs chee tokin bout pen knife den gerlyn or dunno hu sae..pen knife?i got..den give teacher..teacher oso dunno cum frm where..haha..after dat val went 2 TTSH 2 xi wei..so pain..c her liddat heart very pain sia..but cannot do anything..haiz..after dat went 2 LJS 2 eat..den go NP walk walk..after dat went home..jess told mi dat val can't go home..n the police r persuading her 2 go???dun sae it out ba..dunno can tell anot..haiz..hope our team stop all those cutting hands nonsense le..dun wan 2 see the scene happen again..lets hope dat val get well soon ba..

2004-09-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

so tired..juz now got lesson till 1.35 liddat?lesson extend cuz of nic, ming hang n adam..2pid sia..over there play n tok..haha..but nvm..it was fun anyway..haha..after dat went 4 CIP..go 2 dat place b4 le..same year sum more..if not wrong is the place 4 ppl hu r physically disabled..the ppl there so ke lian..but is sum oni..got 1 bian tai de..go n pull ang ang de skirt..er xin..sum more he almost take off his shirt in front of us sia..we so scared..pull joanne further away frm him..haha..ms ong gave us sum post card..ask us 2 write sum thing on it n give the ppl..i the 1st 1 2 give.. i give the card liao the person cry sia..scare mi i thot wat i do..haha..ytd broke friendship wif sum1..should i be sad or happy?haha..actually dun really feel bad..i oso dunno y..haha..think cuz the person really unreasonable or wat lor..haha..feeling like happy?dunno leh..cuz dun have 2 qian jiu ta liao..haha..dunno wat m i thinking..sao le 1 fren still can be as happy as the past..haha..regret knowing her actually..shouldn't have feel dat way..but i dunno myself la..dunno whether i m sensitive or wat..sms 1 person always dun reply mi..izzit bcuz of the person i broke friendship wif?dunno la..dun feel like thinking of it now..

2004-09-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

wa lau..so sian..whole dae at hm dint go out 2dae..guai sia..haha..nth 2 do so create a new blog lor..any way already 4got the username 4 the old 1..haha..stupid rite?haha..actually 2dae got go out play ball de..but dat stupid wei tang..so late den tell mi..not enuff tym 2 prepare..den xiao yuan n xiao de dun wan 2 go play..so bo bian stay at hm lor..haha..online from 10 plus till now?still haven offline..wonder wat tym i will go offline 2dae..haha..should be till i slp ba..online oso nth 2 do..juz now read gen de blog..haha..so long..but interesting cuz like a book teaching ppl how 2 cut hand..haha..after reading oso feel like cuttin..haha..but dun think i will ba..cuz i dun dare..haha..i still dunno wats so fun n nice bout cuttin hand..haha..maybe different ppl ba..shall try it nice tym i m angry or sad..haha..wa lau..2 weeks canot c him..n kaile..so sad..miss them sia..but 2 weeks nv c ms tay..so 2 weeks no trg 4 us..take it as a rest after the tournament ba..haha..